Ink & Shadows: The Words of Osiris j Reapor

Every time I think about you being 10, my mind goes right back to the day you were born. I still see you as that tiny little human who somehow became my whole world in an instant. Now here you are… taller, louder, goofier, and somehow even more amazing. You’ve always been my little oddball, and your smile has been a bright light in my life from the very beginning. And let’s be honest, my love, your goofiness and affection definitely come from me.

Lolo, you have the biggest heart. You’re goofy, empathetic, and so affectionate. What amazes me most is how deeply you feel and how aware you are of the emotions around you. You don’t always know what to do with those feelings yet, and that’s okay. You’re learning. And for a 10-year-old, you already understand so much more than you realize.

I’m so proud of you, my little dude. Not just for what you do, but for who you are becoming. I know one day you’re going to grow into an incredible man, just like your older brother is becoming. You’ll both be better than I ever was, and honestly, that’s one of the things I’m proudest of in my life.

You’ve taught me more than you’ll ever know. You’ve taught me patience… a lot of patience, lol. But more than that, you’ve taught me that even when I feel like I’m messing up as a dad, you remind me through your smile, your kindness, and your laughter that I’m doing something right.

When I look back on these 10 years, I feel awe. I feel a little sadness that time moves so fast. And I feel so much joy watching you grow into the person you’re becoming.

Logan, named after Wolverine, you’ve always had strength in you. Not the loud or tough kind, but the kind that comes from having a big heart. I hope you always know this: I am your dad. I am your protector. I am your teacher. And my life has purpose and meaning because you and your brothers are in it.

Happy 10th birthday, Logan.
I love you more than all the stars in the sky.